He's acting up

You thought it was all settled; you the kids and him in the new place. It was suppose to be different this time he said but in reality he hasn't changed. He's acting up again and this want be the last. The relationship is falling apart because he just can't stay true to you. He has eyes and ears for others but ignores you to the max. He claims with his mouth that you are the love of his life but his action is speaking louder then his words right now. You've cut your hair, dropped a few pounds and even changed your friends; hell you don't even have one and you've made new arrangements with your sitter so she can come at any given moment to give you some along time with the man you've shared your life with for the past few years and even that has not helped your relationship; and he says everything is fine but you feel so along. Baby, let that &^#@# go and find yourself fast. If freedom is what he wants than give it to him. You've got to live your life to the fullest now not later because later could be to late in the game of life and it will be a shame to have never known who you really are. Dish the mess and find the best; that means find what you really want to do and do it to the fullest NOW not later. If you windup bitter you will have only yourself to blame; let him go do him and you get to doing you. In the end you bought and the kids will be happier for it.